I feel like I have failed you so much. And I know it’s more than a feeling, it’s true. Many times I’ve gone astray and wasted on your exceeding ever present grace. Each time you’ve forgiven me, but I know I’ve made you sad. And disappointed. And sort of… you know, had you losing hope in me.
I must also confess that I have felt embarrassed and ashamed to come again and again to seek your favor, and forgiveness. I want to do that when I really couldn’t help a situation, not when I know what I ought to do.
I don’t know how much of an “insight” this is, but I sure hope it helps a poor soul like me to be real with you. Please forgive me one more time, and though I hate to make promises, I’m sure gonna try this time round to do better, to genuinely, truly, try my best.
P/S thanks for your love & forgiveness.